Thursday, October 27, 2005 @1:00 AM
sigh. thnx for pouring cold water on me.
i guess you have to accept the fact that some people are smarter than you.they can do the things that you want to do well in so well. they don't study or do anything. u study like crazy. and the results? they do better. luck, some people call it.
i know. God made everyone of us special in a different way. hope my speciality will pop out some day. some how. and i know it will. the guitar hopefully xD....
now. it's only about if its enough for this greedy heart of mine.
i don't know if i'm ready to take no for an answer.
perhaps later.
i need someone who will be there.i need jesus in this time of crisis.i need god's grace and compassion.i need a hug from someone that says i love you. 